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Got back the results not satisfactory. i guess dun have to go into topic of it. jus like i expected i won't do well. this is the first time i feel like am doing in shits in studies. what have it done to me. why didn't i focus on wat i should and wasting time on something that don't worth. i regret bcos one round i realise it don't worth. and necglected my own studies jus bcos of it. how silly could i be.

i been playing games with emotions. so silly so helpess. and i realise how tired and how wounded i'm. i realise time din heal. and it will never heal. never will it in this entire life. time din help but putted me in a position of thinking back about the memories. a life in this beatless heart had been with me for a long time.

no matter how much unbear that takes place. sometime i realise its not within my control. fate and destiny have its own time and place. i accept the fate that i can' fight again. sent me a time machine as my wish list. and i will turn back the time and tell myself i din noe someonelike you. and mayb i won't be this upset and putting myself in this hopeless stage that i can't even bear to see.

this state won't appear bcos am moving on without you. better off without you. no matter how hard it will be. i will move on



Lonliness you silent whisper.

memories you never let me cry. like you never say goodbye.

tears something i handle time after time. and tired of it.

i accepted the fate .. you leaved me alone.

time thrgh pain had make me see. and set me free.

i will move on better than yesterday.

i won't look back at the past that only bring tears.

i will only look forward to the days without your existance.

Dry your tears with love

signing off - to lessen your pain, i will move on , this i promise you -

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