Monday, October 02, 2006
Directions covered..
Am leading no direction, just another pissed off day...burnt my fingers when cooking a bowl of maggi mee. i jus feel so useless can't even cook a proper maggi mee for myself. i just smiply hate myself and every single thing about me. i hate my emotions, my temper, inability to get hold of things, inability to fight for wat i longed for. am i really a spoilt brat like someone told me. or am jus 101% spoilt!
my mind is bringing me no where. i have come the most crucial part of time when decisio n have to me be. let go and move on is wat's on mind. Exams are jus around the corner. so many things to cope. which directions am i heading.
nthing is gonna make me feel alrigght. bcos am going out of control and i realize it
s not important at all.
Am leading no direction, just another pissed off day...burnt my fingers when cooking a bowl of maggi mee. i jus feel so useless can't even cook a proper maggi mee for myself. i just smiply hate myself and every single thing about me. i hate my emotions, my temper, inability to get hold of things, inability to fight for wat i longed for. am i really a spoilt brat like someone told me. or am jus 101% spoilt!
my mind is bringing me no where. i have come the most crucial part of time when decisio n have to me be. let go and move on is wat's on mind. Exams are jus around the corner. so many things to cope. which directions am i heading.
nthing is gonna make me feel alrigght. bcos am going out of control and i realize it
s not important at all.
what we could have been, 2.10.06.
