Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Human are Weak..
We are jus those typical human... where find no courage to look back those memories
humans are jus contradicting beings... mind and heart usually don't tally. we say and do things another way. we are always taking each step so anxiously and ended up regretin. and we would come saying the word "if". it seems like the word "If" could push away all the consequence that we came towards. If we didn't say this, if we didn't do this, if we din this and dat. But then does saying "if" change things in life. maybe it don't.
humans like to leave regrets behind.. for them to think about when they are older. when we are old and unable to move. when we sit on the rocking chair.. looking upon the sky and think. what had we been doing for this entire life? studying? working? falling in love? falling out of love? settling down? waiting for death to come? all these take a entire life time to finsih up and come to the final point.
i don't wish to regret, regrets are so painful to take when my heart is weak in the years to come. humans are jus a bunch of problematic people. we walk thrgh a entire journey to collect memories and yet somememories are so hard to forsake or remember for a life. sometime its not a choice to rem someone or to forget someone. mayb we will try to rem this someone for a life time. but we never noe as time passes by we might slowly forget tis person. so to me telling me.. i will keep you in my heart and memories forever.. if one day u bcum lao ren chi dao. how? then am the only left holding the memories? now i realize somememories will eventually fades away when its left untouch for a long time. when u think abt it...tt's when u realize actually we forgotten abt those memories tt we thought we will never ever forget.
sometime... some memroeis are meant to be left behind so life could be start anew
Signing - reminding oneself... Ji mo heng qing! i can handle it...
We are jus those typical human... where find no courage to look back those memories
humans are jus contradicting beings... mind and heart usually don't tally. we say and do things another way. we are always taking each step so anxiously and ended up regretin. and we would come saying the word "if". it seems like the word "If" could push away all the consequence that we came towards. If we didn't say this, if we didn't do this, if we din this and dat. But then does saying "if" change things in life. maybe it don't.
humans like to leave regrets behind.. for them to think about when they are older. when we are old and unable to move. when we sit on the rocking chair.. looking upon the sky and think. what had we been doing for this entire life? studying? working? falling in love? falling out of love? settling down? waiting for death to come? all these take a entire life time to finsih up and come to the final point.
i don't wish to regret, regrets are so painful to take when my heart is weak in the years to come. humans are jus a bunch of problematic people. we walk thrgh a entire journey to collect memories and yet somememories are so hard to forsake or remember for a life. sometime its not a choice to rem someone or to forget someone. mayb we will try to rem this someone for a life time. but we never noe as time passes by we might slowly forget tis person. so to me telling me.. i will keep you in my heart and memories forever.. if one day u bcum lao ren chi dao. how? then am the only left holding the memories? now i realize somememories will eventually fades away when its left untouch for a long time. when u think abt it...tt's when u realize actually we forgotten abt those memories tt we thought we will never ever forget.
sometime... some memroeis are meant to be left behind so life could be start anew
Signing - reminding oneself... Ji mo heng qing! i can handle it...
what we could have been, 25.10.06.
