Friday, November 03, 2006
Another day @ Bk..
this is the 3rd day am @ BK and i ate 3 time of BK this week.. Fei si le!!!! sick and tired of BK. argh...
mayb losing weight will only takes place @ home.
Manage to finish writing my notes.. and tmr i can start to understand the 2nd round and picking out the main points to memorize. its faster than i thought i could be. haha good good means am efficient! =)
headed back home.. to watch the tv with her gers.. and thanks to some idiot at home who selfishness and stunts is conquering him we cancelled our supper. and guess wat sunday am going to play some stunt as well for a repay. damn it ! hate him!
We skipped dinner by having a meal and shared among the 3 of us bcos we thought we could go supper. but then ... mr. stunt ruined everthing and yes during my exam period he giv me no support but more problems and more piss off mode.. am going to accumulate and return it back to him one day i promise. damn it! stupid stunts stupid man! the gers was so hungry that i cook some mee hoon soup for them to eat.. and they have to travel back home all by themselves. sorrie =(
then came online and hava alot of chatter with me today.. was toking to this guy who happened to be my story and joke of the years... which happened few years back.. someone who i reject.. had this concversation with him online.. dunno he's jus werid.. the way he tok abit weird... we jus happened to tok abt the past... to admit he's a nice guy la.. really damn nice .. nice til abit kind of turn off... and the reason why i rejected him... lots of factor... probably the biggest factor is i have someone inside my memory which is so hard to replace. and he came out with a very prhase. "over the years i have changed am no longer the same old me" i was like okay.. does tt matter. haha.. to me actually it dun really concern me but then .. i heard wat he tried to say. then we tok on... he keep emphaziing we are still frenz. we can hang out and stuff..bcos he's not attached haha i was like ya of cos.. we are still frenz... no worries...and personally i feel whether or not he's attached or not dun really matter or link to us being frenz still. ain't it? and one thing i dun understand pp who go telling other, hey u noe i hav chnged over the years... i mean a changes isnt for someone else to judge.. how can we tell ourself if we chng? its a qns mark to me... then he keep qns coming in... so din u meet new guys? i was like ya alot of them but none fit my bill bcos i think i have someone in my mind which i can't earse so probably its not a pt for me to date anyone or get attached to someone else when i dun wish to. and then he came telling me and assuming... jud wan to hear frm you is u are still fond on me? i was like har? wat a qns to ask me how am i suppose to reply lei? hard qns... wat did i say or hint to tell him i like him.. its such a BIG ? mark to me!!! all i replied was.. well i appreciate wat u did for me in the past.. even if we din end up together. i remember it. he was like okay.. and blah blah saying lotsa of stuffs.. things tt he dun do for other pp and blah blah... how crazy he was tt time when he likes me blah blah.. i was like.. "oh isizit, i din noe tt" tt's all... i jus can't imagine if i were to meet him again ... frankly i think he's a good fren to be. a nice fren who can be der for you when you nid shoulder to lean n cry on. someone who nv giv u up half way and always be pulling u up. i think he's the kind of fren to me. but then i noe it myself.. once i go out with him again.. things will come my way .. bcos as far as my experience now.. whoever i date before they jus falling in my trap for no reason. haha i din do anything but they jus fallen...this people.. gan qing fan lan la.. too much feelings dunno where to put.. so abit here and der... while for me .. my gan qing is limited.. is either none or a little available. making me to like someone is hard and making me fall in love with someone else in near to impossible.. and unless special case... cases tt am willingly to do it.. willingly to giv in and to wait for. willingly to suffer regardless wat. my gan qing xian as far as now is a full stop. i dun wish to date anyone or like anyone or noe anybdy new. am tired of all these emotions game. jus let me be single and free for now. i think i nid a break. a really break from emotions. currently am not interested in anyone. my heart already flew to some place called memories.
then i chatted with this fren of my Alvin, jus broke up with his gf too .. i think without dunno how many mths this is the 2nd breakup. tink he shld be getting quite used to it. he's another one.. persistance level damn high... machiam am his tok machine.. everytime break up have to announce to me.. i was like oh really then tak eit easy.. and i think he expects me to have some kind of reaction towards his breakup. am i suppose to feel upset for you or do u wan me to feel happy for you? hey come on la.. thousand of time i told you am not interested you at all.. not even a single bit.. no event 1/2 bit.. jus a frenz in my contact list tt's all.. persistance dun help in my world. so hope he will find someone who dun break up with him within 3mths then he won't come and bother me again enuf.
then a chat with elroy, this boy.. silly.. we dated each other for a buffet after my exam.. and he say nid to pick a auspicious day. i was like har.. dinner only not wedding lei haha.. and dunno wat he said. it make me feel like we are match making .. and he suggested tt we shld put a flower in our pocket then we meet each other and identify each other thrgh tt signal. i was like har? TV drama arh ? wat century already still got pp use flower one.. come on la.. got mobile phone this thing in the world already haha..
then with larry... one super bo liao person toking nonsenses to me also.. i jus cna't stand it anymore.he and his cold jokes jus make me feel like am a idiot reading his msg. argh.. kill me...
i miss buddy elvin...20days nv this brother of mine... dunno he's getting lamer or getting more stupid now haha... shall catch up with him real soon. and i will buy him teh peh...
this is the 3rd day am @ BK and i ate 3 time of BK this week.. Fei si le!!!! sick and tired of BK. argh...
mayb losing weight will only takes place @ home.
Manage to finish writing my notes.. and tmr i can start to understand the 2nd round and picking out the main points to memorize. its faster than i thought i could be. haha good good means am efficient! =)
A pose for Kris the photographer...
headed back home.. to watch the tv with her gers.. and thanks to some idiot at home who selfishness and stunts is conquering him we cancelled our supper. and guess wat sunday am going to play some stunt as well for a repay. damn it ! hate him!
We skipped dinner by having a meal and shared among the 3 of us bcos we thought we could go supper. but then ... mr. stunt ruined everthing and yes during my exam period he giv me no support but more problems and more piss off mode.. am going to accumulate and return it back to him one day i promise. damn it! stupid stunts stupid man! the gers was so hungry that i cook some mee hoon soup for them to eat.. and they have to travel back home all by themselves. sorrie =(
then came online and hava alot of chatter with me today.. was toking to this guy who happened to be my story and joke of the years... which happened few years back.. someone who i reject.. had this concversation with him online.. dunno he's jus werid.. the way he tok abit weird... we jus happened to tok abt the past... to admit he's a nice guy la.. really damn nice .. nice til abit kind of turn off... and the reason why i rejected him... lots of factor... probably the biggest factor is i have someone inside my memory which is so hard to replace. and he came out with a very prhase. "over the years i have changed am no longer the same old me" i was like okay.. does tt matter. haha.. to me actually it dun really concern me but then .. i heard wat he tried to say. then we tok on... he keep emphaziing we are still frenz. we can hang out and stuff..bcos he's not attached haha i was like ya of cos.. we are still frenz... no worries...and personally i feel whether or not he's attached or not dun really matter or link to us being frenz still. ain't it? and one thing i dun understand pp who go telling other, hey u noe i hav chnged over the years... i mean a changes isnt for someone else to judge.. how can we tell ourself if we chng? its a qns mark to me... then he keep qns coming in... so din u meet new guys? i was like ya alot of them but none fit my bill bcos i think i have someone in my mind which i can't earse so probably its not a pt for me to date anyone or get attached to someone else when i dun wish to. and then he came telling me and assuming... jud wan to hear frm you is u are still fond on me? i was like har? wat a qns to ask me how am i suppose to reply lei? hard qns... wat did i say or hint to tell him i like him.. its such a BIG ? mark to me!!! all i replied was.. well i appreciate wat u did for me in the past.. even if we din end up together. i remember it. he was like okay.. and blah blah saying lotsa of stuffs.. things tt he dun do for other pp and blah blah... how crazy he was tt time when he likes me blah blah.. i was like.. "oh isizit, i din noe tt" tt's all... i jus can't imagine if i were to meet him again ... frankly i think he's a good fren to be. a nice fren who can be der for you when you nid shoulder to lean n cry on. someone who nv giv u up half way and always be pulling u up. i think he's the kind of fren to me. but then i noe it myself.. once i go out with him again.. things will come my way .. bcos as far as my experience now.. whoever i date before they jus falling in my trap for no reason. haha i din do anything but they jus fallen...this people.. gan qing fan lan la.. too much feelings dunno where to put.. so abit here and der... while for me .. my gan qing is limited.. is either none or a little available. making me to like someone is hard and making me fall in love with someone else in near to impossible.. and unless special case... cases tt am willingly to do it.. willingly to giv in and to wait for. willingly to suffer regardless wat. my gan qing xian as far as now is a full stop. i dun wish to date anyone or like anyone or noe anybdy new. am tired of all these emotions game. jus let me be single and free for now. i think i nid a break. a really break from emotions. currently am not interested in anyone. my heart already flew to some place called memories.
then i chatted with this fren of my Alvin, jus broke up with his gf too .. i think without dunno how many mths this is the 2nd breakup. tink he shld be getting quite used to it. he's another one.. persistance level damn high... machiam am his tok machine.. everytime break up have to announce to me.. i was like oh really then tak eit easy.. and i think he expects me to have some kind of reaction towards his breakup. am i suppose to feel upset for you or do u wan me to feel happy for you? hey come on la.. thousand of time i told you am not interested you at all.. not even a single bit.. no event 1/2 bit.. jus a frenz in my contact list tt's all.. persistance dun help in my world. so hope he will find someone who dun break up with him within 3mths then he won't come and bother me again enuf.
then a chat with elroy, this boy.. silly.. we dated each other for a buffet after my exam.. and he say nid to pick a auspicious day. i was like har.. dinner only not wedding lei haha.. and dunno wat he said. it make me feel like we are match making .. and he suggested tt we shld put a flower in our pocket then we meet each other and identify each other thrgh tt signal. i was like har? TV drama arh ? wat century already still got pp use flower one.. come on la.. got mobile phone this thing in the world already haha..
then with larry... one super bo liao person toking nonsenses to me also.. i jus cna't stand it anymore.he and his cold jokes jus make me feel like am a idiot reading his msg. argh.. kill me...
i miss buddy elvin...20days nv this brother of mine... dunno he's getting lamer or getting more stupid now haha... shall catch up with him real soon. and i will buy him teh peh...
what we could have been, 3.11.06.
