Thursday, December 21, 2006
thoughts..
Was reading a couple of peoples' blog, and i realise everyone have started to summarize what they did for the entire 2006 and setting new goals for 2007.
And this make me really thought of it too. Few entries back, i did wrote about something like what i had been through. And now let everything flash back...
Year 2006
Being a student all over again, and losing faith towards my studies which ended up with credits result. The first half year of 6 months is a torture to me. But then everything came all fine after my birthday wish.
this year, i seen alot of heartbreaks alot of things about life and this really awakes me how fragile emotions can be. i been a long emotions child play and i really had enough of it. i seen people who are cloest to me being upset and yet carrying on just as strong as before. and this proven to myself how weak i'm. me? trendy dai... si zhi fa da but inner emotions is ike shit. as years went back.. am getting more n more emotional .. jus another emotional animal. but then i learn to be stronger. and keep emotions in silence when i can.
this year is one year, where i really tried to control my temper and tolerate because of someone else. i can't believe myself doing this someone else. someone so important someone so precious. someone who i promised to stay by its side. someone who i have the power for me to do it.
This is the year, where i found suvin as another soul mate in my life. never realise we are not close actually till further into this year. frankly, i din realise we are not close at all. but am thankful for her presence that add colors and calm to my life. without her i dun really dare to imagine how life would have been all these while.
this year is one of the year which i met alot of cannot make it guys.. which i can't help but to break their heart. i guess this year is the year i rejected the most. sorry to them but no choice. my heart is not available for ownership or parking for a few seconds. but then .. they are nice people but not the kind that i would like to spend my precious time with. still i wish them all the best.
this is the year, when i could make up my mind to decide what i really want to do , which is to forsake something that i really wanted to. and i guess i almost did it. but then i din... but all i can say is i hav my mind all set.
i manage to had a change over of my results.. its a major change over!!! and i won 12bucks from suvin !!! what a accomplishment!!
this year is the year where my family get closer than before. closer than ever i thought it would be.
this is the year which i meet up with long old friends!! finally i make some effort to gather with them
this is the year.. where my dad finally changed a car.. which i been waiting for like damn long....
to say... i realise the entire year ia lso din do much.. as far as now.. for my age... while am a sutdent i accomplished what i wanted already.. jus awaiting for my next phase of life in 2008 after graduation. when everything in life will be a major change over. a MAJOR one...
Was reading a couple of peoples' blog, and i realise everyone have started to summarize what they did for the entire 2006 and setting new goals for 2007.
And this make me really thought of it too. Few entries back, i did wrote about something like what i had been through. And now let everything flash back...
Year 2006
Being a student all over again, and losing faith towards my studies which ended up with credits result. The first half year of 6 months is a torture to me. But then everything came all fine after my birthday wish.
this year, i seen alot of heartbreaks alot of things about life and this really awakes me how fragile emotions can be. i been a long emotions child play and i really had enough of it. i seen people who are cloest to me being upset and yet carrying on just as strong as before. and this proven to myself how weak i'm. me? trendy dai... si zhi fa da but inner emotions is ike shit. as years went back.. am getting more n more emotional .. jus another emotional animal. but then i learn to be stronger. and keep emotions in silence when i can.
this year is one year, where i really tried to control my temper and tolerate because of someone else. i can't believe myself doing this someone else. someone so important someone so precious. someone who i promised to stay by its side. someone who i have the power for me to do it.
This is the year, where i found suvin as another soul mate in my life. never realise we are not close actually till further into this year. frankly, i din realise we are not close at all. but am thankful for her presence that add colors and calm to my life. without her i dun really dare to imagine how life would have been all these while.
this year is one of the year which i met alot of cannot make it guys.. which i can't help but to break their heart. i guess this year is the year i rejected the most. sorry to them but no choice. my heart is not available for ownership or parking for a few seconds. but then .. they are nice people but not the kind that i would like to spend my precious time with. still i wish them all the best.
this is the year, when i could make up my mind to decide what i really want to do , which is to forsake something that i really wanted to. and i guess i almost did it. but then i din... but all i can say is i hav my mind all set.
i manage to had a change over of my results.. its a major change over!!! and i won 12bucks from suvin !!! what a accomplishment!!
this year is the year where my family get closer than before. closer than ever i thought it would be.
this is the year which i meet up with long old friends!! finally i make some effort to gather with them
this is the year.. where my dad finally changed a car.. which i been waiting for like damn long....
to say... i realise the entire year ia lso din do much.. as far as now.. for my age... while am a sutdent i accomplished what i wanted already.. jus awaiting for my next phase of life in 2008 after graduation. when everything in life will be a major change over. a MAJOR one...
2007 resolution!!
1. Straight Disitinction in my Bachelor course graduation!
2. Save lots of money!!!
3. Plan my future and seek opporunities
4. Make that someone precious Happier than before
5. Fly myself to HK Disneyland and AUst for graudation
6. FLy Fen to Disneyland
7. be more family oriented
8. be a better person
9. be more sociable
10. more creative juice
11. Be an impact to someone life
12. Be more firm with Decision
13. control emotions better!!
1. Straight Disitinction in my Bachelor course graduation!
2. Save lots of money!!!
3. Plan my future and seek opporunities
4. Make that someone precious Happier than before
5. Fly myself to HK Disneyland and AUst for graudation
6. FLy Fen to Disneyland
7. be more family oriented
8. be a better person
9. be more sociable
10. more creative juice
11. Be an impact to someone life
12. Be more firm with Decision
13. control emotions better!!
what we could have been, 21.12.06.
