Monday, January 01, 2007
Looking back at years. and we are here in year 2007.
its been a long journey and over the years it had been so much ups and downs. the toughest part was these few years when i turned 18. everything just don't seems to be my way, its seems like everything is going against me.
mayb this is the path of growing up, but this dreadful growing up gave me too much heartache. the pain that i din realise i can't hold. one after another leaving my heart and it seems to be such a toughest thing in life.
looking back.. my mum left 5 years.. its been 5 years, the amount of pain and tears i been thrgh it had been 5 years.
in 2007, no one knows what life it could be, it might be better than before or even worst. Or maybe the worst had yet to come. i don't even dare to think about it. as we grow older i realise the problem get more and more unbearable. sometime you just feel like giving up and turnback the time to be a small little kid which don't have to worrt about what future is like. What the future holds.
in probably 10mths time, am going to graduate and i believe that's when my entire life come to another phase of major change. Stepping into the working society and keeping that promise to stay till the very last min. am counting the the remaining time to that change over. i won't know if life will be better but iguess all i could do was to wait and see. bcos am currently sick of this life. a life that i don't seems to get myself out of the that memories.
sometime i jus feel that memories are too much to carry. but then mayb when everything ends when am all by my own.. mayb these memories will make me smile when everything changes in the next moment.
after watching lake house... this phrase " everything changes the moment", its seem like it's deeply engraved in my mind. because i truly agree.. everything changes the next moment when no one will know when it will takes place.
anyway 2007, let's pray its a good year for me to end this dreadful journey that's left behind for me. ..
HAPPY 2007! HERE WE GO!!!
its been a long journey and over the years it had been so much ups and downs. the toughest part was these few years when i turned 18. everything just don't seems to be my way, its seems like everything is going against me.
mayb this is the path of growing up, but this dreadful growing up gave me too much heartache. the pain that i din realise i can't hold. one after another leaving my heart and it seems to be such a toughest thing in life.
looking back.. my mum left 5 years.. its been 5 years, the amount of pain and tears i been thrgh it had been 5 years.
in 2007, no one knows what life it could be, it might be better than before or even worst. Or maybe the worst had yet to come. i don't even dare to think about it. as we grow older i realise the problem get more and more unbearable. sometime you just feel like giving up and turnback the time to be a small little kid which don't have to worrt about what future is like. What the future holds.
in probably 10mths time, am going to graduate and i believe that's when my entire life come to another phase of major change. Stepping into the working society and keeping that promise to stay till the very last min. am counting the the remaining time to that change over. i won't know if life will be better but iguess all i could do was to wait and see. bcos am currently sick of this life. a life that i don't seems to get myself out of the that memories.
sometime i jus feel that memories are too much to carry. but then mayb when everything ends when am all by my own.. mayb these memories will make me smile when everything changes in the next moment.
after watching lake house... this phrase " everything changes the moment", its seem like it's deeply engraved in my mind. because i truly agree.. everything changes the next moment when no one will know when it will takes place.
anyway 2007, let's pray its a good year for me to end this dreadful journey that's left behind for me. ..
HAPPY 2007! HERE WE GO!!!
what we could have been, 1.1.07.
