Friday, February 16, 2007
Depart..
recently i had so many people grandparents leaving them for heaven. i start to worry and think about it. am always worry that my grandma will leave. ever since my mum left, this thought had been running in my mind. My grandma, the one who bought me up since i was 6years and i stayed with her for 10 years till i moved to yishun. it took so much pain and time to get use to the life at yishun without grandma around. ever since grandpa left her 10 years back, she is all alone and we are her only company other than she have a hobby which is mahjong and a few fren guess we are wat she left with.
i always remember how grandma used to bring me out to amk central for mac and everywhere. she noe everythingabout us and know wat' we love.the food she cook is the best meal in the world dat i would ever ask for. i miss her cooking. but now she dun really cook anymore
i lost track of how old is my grandma now but all i know is she's old and the head of white hair makes her looks weak. thinking back the time when grandma first admitted to hospital after a stroke, tt moment it nearly killed me. mayb no one knows not even fen, when i was on e way to visit her i already dropped a tear after knowing that she can't even move at all. and looking at her makes me feel like cryin out loudly.
we are all busy and we seldom get to see her like we used.
i know one day eventually she will leave us but i hope this won't be too fast. i wan to see her till 100 years old. and if one day she have to go,i know how miserable i will be. i know it too well and i know at dat moment pp who are close to me have to be der to pull me thrgh. if tt someone not around i might not be able to pull thrgh
recently i had so many people grandparents leaving them for heaven. i start to worry and think about it. am always worry that my grandma will leave. ever since my mum left, this thought had been running in my mind. My grandma, the one who bought me up since i was 6years and i stayed with her for 10 years till i moved to yishun. it took so much pain and time to get use to the life at yishun without grandma around. ever since grandpa left her 10 years back, she is all alone and we are her only company other than she have a hobby which is mahjong and a few fren guess we are wat she left with.
i always remember how grandma used to bring me out to amk central for mac and everywhere. she noe everythingabout us and know wat' we love.the food she cook is the best meal in the world dat i would ever ask for. i miss her cooking. but now she dun really cook anymore
i lost track of how old is my grandma now but all i know is she's old and the head of white hair makes her looks weak. thinking back the time when grandma first admitted to hospital after a stroke, tt moment it nearly killed me. mayb no one knows not even fen, when i was on e way to visit her i already dropped a tear after knowing that she can't even move at all. and looking at her makes me feel like cryin out loudly.
we are all busy and we seldom get to see her like we used.
i know one day eventually she will leave us but i hope this won't be too fast. i wan to see her till 100 years old. and if one day she have to go,i know how miserable i will be. i know it too well and i know at dat moment pp who are close to me have to be der to pull me thrgh. if tt someone not around i might not be able to pull thrgh
what we could have been, 16.2.07.
