Sunday, March 11, 2007
another night...
It's another night which lotsa of things running in my mind when am trying so hard to sleep. Its already like 3am, so i thought i could just fall aslp immediately esp due to the headahce. But i din, lots of things keep generating in my mind and i don't seems to be able to stop it from coming in and the worst part is i don't even understand wat are those things datkeep flashing in my mind. its like total nonsenses.
I don't remember wat time i actually fell aslp. And the other moment, when i woke up i heard the dogs barking so i'm irritated, the first thing that comes to me " not again early in the morning". So i turned around and look at the clock, thinking its early andi got a fantastic reason to scold the dogs for being noisy. But to my surprise is already 4pm in the noon, this really shock me. i don't remember when was the last time i woke up at such a late noon. probably the days when i chiong all the times when i was really upset. but thinking back... i used to come back at 5am slp at 7am.. i could wake up at 1. and today i woke up at 4pm when almost half of the sunday gone.
Next surprise, when i went to wash up and wanted to brush my teeths. i saw bloods all over it. i have no idea where the blood came from and i dnu taste the blood at all. i jus dunno wat's happening. thinking if i ate something alive when am aslp. haha too much harnibal raising show. haiz..
The blood, the sleepless night, the tired body and mind, the sickening essay and the ucler kills me for the entire weekend.
i nid a twin to help me and get me of out this.
It's another night which lotsa of things running in my mind when am trying so hard to sleep. Its already like 3am, so i thought i could just fall aslp immediately esp due to the headahce. But i din, lots of things keep generating in my mind and i don't seems to be able to stop it from coming in and the worst part is i don't even understand wat are those things datkeep flashing in my mind. its like total nonsenses.
I don't remember wat time i actually fell aslp. And the other moment, when i woke up i heard the dogs barking so i'm irritated, the first thing that comes to me " not again early in the morning". So i turned around and look at the clock, thinking its early andi got a fantastic reason to scold the dogs for being noisy. But to my surprise is already 4pm in the noon, this really shock me. i don't remember when was the last time i woke up at such a late noon. probably the days when i chiong all the times when i was really upset. but thinking back... i used to come back at 5am slp at 7am.. i could wake up at 1. and today i woke up at 4pm when almost half of the sunday gone.
Next surprise, when i went to wash up and wanted to brush my teeths. i saw bloods all over it. i have no idea where the blood came from and i dnu taste the blood at all. i jus dunno wat's happening. thinking if i ate something alive when am aslp. haha too much harnibal raising show. haiz..
The blood, the sleepless night, the tired body and mind, the sickening essay and the ucler kills me for the entire weekend.
i nid a twin to help me and get me of out this.
what we could have been, 11.3.07.
