Saturday, March 10, 2007
Headache
Having a serious headache with two possible reason. 1, because i've been spending too much time on writing my essay and facing the computer or 2. i don't know what's happening for the project. And yet i have no idea which one is the possible cause, maybe a mixture.This essay is really driving me crazy, thinking back the days at NYP those projects we had is probably nothing.
am deprive from concentration and sleep, all sort of funny dreams i had and i hope it stop for a periof of time from today onwards. Looking and reading at the tons of notes and reference, it gives nothing but pissing me off more and more every other time.
i've 2 individual essay to submit in less than 2 weeks time and now am stuck with the first one. another nightmare is the coming saturday finance test which am not confident about. why do i make myself stucked in this position i have no idea why. it is because the previous semester we are far too slack.
i nid to buck up and put more interest into doing my report. editing report is never something i like to do. we used to chunk in our own part and then someone else will edit the entire report and vet it thrgh before submitting.i never have to worry about writing recommendations, conclusion and most of all executive summary. but now i have to worry about every single thing probably from cover page to the bilography page. Give me a better processors and 2 mind 4 hands and 4 eyes to work on this essay.
boring is the word... to sum up how i feel now. and most importantly
" I don't believe in working under pressure"
Having a serious headache with two possible reason. 1, because i've been spending too much time on writing my essay and facing the computer or 2. i don't know what's happening for the project. And yet i have no idea which one is the possible cause, maybe a mixture.This essay is really driving me crazy, thinking back the days at NYP those projects we had is probably nothing.
am deprive from concentration and sleep, all sort of funny dreams i had and i hope it stop for a periof of time from today onwards. Looking and reading at the tons of notes and reference, it gives nothing but pissing me off more and more every other time.
i've 2 individual essay to submit in less than 2 weeks time and now am stuck with the first one. another nightmare is the coming saturday finance test which am not confident about. why do i make myself stucked in this position i have no idea why. it is because the previous semester we are far too slack.
i nid to buck up and put more interest into doing my report. editing report is never something i like to do. we used to chunk in our own part and then someone else will edit the entire report and vet it thrgh before submitting.i never have to worry about writing recommendations, conclusion and most of all executive summary. but now i have to worry about every single thing probably from cover page to the bilography page. Give me a better processors and 2 mind 4 hands and 4 eyes to work on this essay.
boring is the word... to sum up how i feel now. and most importantly
" I don't believe in working under pressure"
what we could have been, 10.3.07.
