Sunday, May 27, 2007
I didn't know...
I didn't know things can change over night. When everything seems to precious so important suddenly become all meaningless. It's not Special Anymore, it no longer the way it used to be the way i used to feel towards it. There's a special place for this special someone but now it dun seems to matter anymore. I can't explain it or reason it out when people ask me. I can't explain to myself either why everything changes over night, something that had always been so important become meaningless to me now. I can't find clues or reason to make myself understand why all these happened. Maybe certain things makes u look at things from different perspective and u will feel differently. All i can say, its not special anymore and there's no explaination to that. At least for me, i can't explain it.
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I didn't know things can change over night. When everything seems to precious so important suddenly become all meaningless. It's not Special Anymore, it no longer the way it used to be the way i used to feel towards it. There's a special place for this special someone but now it dun seems to matter anymore. I can't explain it or reason it out when people ask me. I can't explain to myself either why everything changes over night, something that had always been so important become meaningless to me now. I can't find clues or reason to make myself understand why all these happened. Maybe certain things makes u look at things from different perspective and u will feel differently. All i can say, its not special anymore and there's no explaination to that. At least for me, i can't explain it.
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Take a minute to stay with you
or spent a lifetime without you
one thing for sure now, time will tell
i will know more than what i know now
it's gonna take awhile to get my heart together again
i will take a long time to dry my eyes
or take forever to say goodbye
i will keep my distance
or spent a lifetime without you
one thing for sure now, time will tell
i will know more than what i know now
it's gonna take awhile to get my heart together again
i will take a long time to dry my eyes
or take forever to say goodbye
i will keep my distance
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Everything changes the other night, when i choose to move on by myself and leave the past behind. The past and memories is no longer important anymore or matters at all. Am not gonna take a lifetime to say goodbye. Time will tell me that all these dun worth anymore. I been silly all these while, making people around me who care worried and upset.
Without this special someone i guess life still goes on and on, because i know nothing gonna bring me back to the old time and be like who we used to. Everyone grown up and this time i guess i learn my lesson, that everything dat am willing to do will end up the way i hope it will be. Somethings jus dun worth or dun seems to be the way i hoped. I will take a longer time to dry my eyes rather than taking a lifetime to say goodbye. God should have better plans for me, when i learn to let go this, i believe something new will come along. Perhaps all these pain and emotions is destined in the first place. And this explains why how i felt suddenly changed over night. After such a long journey of pain and suffering, till now then i realise and convinced myself to let go. It's over. IT's not special anymore. It's goodbye.
Everything changes the other night, when i choose to move on by myself and leave the past behind. The past and memories is no longer important anymore or matters at all. Am not gonna take a lifetime to say goodbye. Time will tell me that all these dun worth anymore. I been silly all these while, making people around me who care worried and upset.
Without this special someone i guess life still goes on and on, because i know nothing gonna bring me back to the old time and be like who we used to. Everyone grown up and this time i guess i learn my lesson, that everything dat am willing to do will end up the way i hope it will be. Somethings jus dun worth or dun seems to be the way i hoped. I will take a longer time to dry my eyes rather than taking a lifetime to say goodbye. God should have better plans for me, when i learn to let go this, i believe something new will come along. Perhaps all these pain and emotions is destined in the first place. And this explains why how i felt suddenly changed over night. After such a long journey of pain and suffering, till now then i realise and convinced myself to let go. It's over. IT's not special anymore. It's goodbye.
what we could have been, 27.5.07.
