Monday, May 14, 2007
Listening - S.H.E -说你爱我
Kind of in love with this song , it make up of fantastic lyrics. Am bored at home, as usual when i have too much time my mind goes wandering. I came across to read a diary back then, can't remember why i would write those silly days in a book many years back. There's when blogspot don't exist.
Once and again, took a walk down memory lane. Those memories that makes such impact in life and yet they are the ones they i wanted and trying so hard not to think about and bring them into my mind. But then all these happens again, and that's why i hate being alone and having too much excess time to kill. Those days are fun with no problems at all, every single day smile from the heart alway takes place. When we were younger, people always say when you gets older there will be more problem and i choose to believe it very true. And dat's the torture about growing up. And that's when the most beautiful memories will always slip away at its fastest speed and at a glance all those are already memories. And dat's when no matter how fast u run after it, it will always be the PAST. A past that we can never change or discard. someone once told me, some memories are meeant to be there no matter how much you tried to forget them. The more you tried to forget the more vivid it will be and the harder it gets. I really miss those days when someone could make me really happy and i feel like everyday is gonna be a good day for me as long as someone is around. But life is never the way we wanted it. the more you wanted it that way the more it turn out to be the other way. life is reality and reality is cruel. bcos nothing last forever. forever no longer exist in my dictionary.
i had a chat with a fren, and he told me he felt some sadness in me thrgh msges. am impressed by him when he said so. just thrgh words in msn he can feel dat am feeling down in life. maybe true enuf a little sadness is derbut then its not entirely like how i used to felt back then. am a little happier despite the people are not around. the people around me gets lesser and lesser missing and evaporating. people who always tell me you're not alone in the world always proven me wrong that those are jus words. i noe myself too well, i dun believe in words all those words are jus empty vessels. Action shld be more practical.
But never mind, i believe even if am alone i won't die without company. life still goes on...suddenly life just changed to another phrase. and i see how world reality can be. What human is actually.
Kind of in love with this song , it make up of fantastic lyrics. Am bored at home, as usual when i have too much time my mind goes wandering. I came across to read a diary back then, can't remember why i would write those silly days in a book many years back. There's when blogspot don't exist.
Once and again, took a walk down memory lane. Those memories that makes such impact in life and yet they are the ones they i wanted and trying so hard not to think about and bring them into my mind. But then all these happens again, and that's why i hate being alone and having too much excess time to kill. Those days are fun with no problems at all, every single day smile from the heart alway takes place. When we were younger, people always say when you gets older there will be more problem and i choose to believe it very true. And dat's the torture about growing up. And that's when the most beautiful memories will always slip away at its fastest speed and at a glance all those are already memories. And dat's when no matter how fast u run after it, it will always be the PAST. A past that we can never change or discard. someone once told me, some memories are meeant to be there no matter how much you tried to forget them. The more you tried to forget the more vivid it will be and the harder it gets. I really miss those days when someone could make me really happy and i feel like everyday is gonna be a good day for me as long as someone is around. But life is never the way we wanted it. the more you wanted it that way the more it turn out to be the other way. life is reality and reality is cruel. bcos nothing last forever. forever no longer exist in my dictionary.
i had a chat with a fren, and he told me he felt some sadness in me thrgh msges. am impressed by him when he said so. just thrgh words in msn he can feel dat am feeling down in life. maybe true enuf a little sadness is derbut then its not entirely like how i used to felt back then. am a little happier despite the people are not around. the people around me gets lesser and lesser missing and evaporating. people who always tell me you're not alone in the world always proven me wrong that those are jus words. i noe myself too well, i dun believe in words all those words are jus empty vessels. Action shld be more practical.
But never mind, i believe even if am alone i won't die without company. life still goes on...suddenly life just changed to another phrase. and i see how world reality can be. What human is actually.
what we could have been, 14.5.07.
