Back in school...
i dragged myself to school after time and time of convincing everything will be fine. But then it turn out to be a torture. i got myself lost in PIE... what's wrong with me... for no reason i find myself landing at jurong. Class is boring... atmosphere is killing. mood is upsetting. felt like the world is empty. nothin much to tok abt school. its a torture... i got very strong urge to drop out. i can't take dat torture... its ending my life...
drove back home in the fastest speed bcos i can't take what's inside me. Hide in the room to think about it. Headed to Taylormade to meet Ang for dinner. Thank him for the Sushi Treat. he tried so hard to cheer me up. and i appreciate it alot. but i think it gonna take some time for me to recover.
went to watch Die hard 4.0 together with Jane and Jester... the JJs..not too bad the show.. my purpose was to see Maggi Q who knows she act as a villian.. argh.. and worst she die.. sian... i bought a cake for Jester bcos it was his bday... just some lil thoughts for him. we sing out loud a birthday song for him in the store. headed to geylang for supper. Jane is really tired i guess. while am really upset for no reason. Ang been pestering me for the reason but i jus dun feel like toking about it. my only reply was.. the closest the more it hurts. Jester send us back home with my dream car ...he's so nice dat he send everyone of us back to the lift.
Poor jester complaining dat what've god done to him. and dat really remind me.. what have god done to me as well.
not feeling right. dun wan to think about it. gd night.
what we could have been, 5.7.07.