Friday, August 03, 2007
Life thoughts....
Am I...
Something that been running in my mind. Am i really used to the way things have to be? or its just another way of running away from things.
How do you take away something that used to be so close to you heart? Something that you thought you would always want to be there and you can no longer anymore?
Did i lose more than i should? What's happening to my world? When did things became this mess?
Why is it always this way, whenever i thought am fine and get over it already. Someone or something will jus keep running after me and keep reminding me things that i tried to hard to get over.
Will life be easier if i choosed another path?
The other time, i had a chat with charlie and he told me something that really makes sense.
If we could have a time machine, will you still the make the decision that we had make all these while without knowing what the future takes. We always complain that "if" i know this would happen i wouldn't have choose this path and walk till this end.
BUT ever believe, even if you have a time machine ... am very sure!! i will still take the same steps and ending up in the same spot. bcos we won't know wat the future takes and we won't noe jus like the past we did that we would ended up this situation. human have too much regrets, regret that you will never able to resolve. regrets that you would probably bring down the journey of life. will keeping some words inside as a secret is better off? will this be a regret or a relieve to this life journey. everything in life had been destined who will meet and how we part its all destined. if destiny dun allow the journey to carry on i guess letting it go is the only way.
I used to think that destiny is my hand and if i wanted to change it i will! But then, after times of changes in life i started to realise that life is too unpredictable, everything might chnages the next moment. Things that i least expected happened when am at the most helpless mode. I can't think of a way to resolve it or even bring it back to the spot where promises was made. promises that journey will last forever and i broke the promises.
"What closes to the heart, hurts the most with the slightest error you made. And this is regret that you will bring down the journey, the journey that left behind only memories that you could flip back"
Solid memories left behind give me better foundation of life learning journey. i learnt my lesson and its to protect urself more. Think less for others and think more for urself. This is the only way to protect from yourself from the thing called "Hurt"
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的时间
你用力的指尖指着我说再见
想象你在身边在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们想念这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
Am I...
Something that been running in my mind. Am i really used to the way things have to be? or its just another way of running away from things.
How do you take away something that used to be so close to you heart? Something that you thought you would always want to be there and you can no longer anymore?
Did i lose more than i should? What's happening to my world? When did things became this mess?
Why is it always this way, whenever i thought am fine and get over it already. Someone or something will jus keep running after me and keep reminding me things that i tried to hard to get over.
Will life be easier if i choosed another path?
The other time, i had a chat with charlie and he told me something that really makes sense.
If we could have a time machine, will you still the make the decision that we had make all these while without knowing what the future takes. We always complain that "if" i know this would happen i wouldn't have choose this path and walk till this end.
BUT ever believe, even if you have a time machine ... am very sure!! i will still take the same steps and ending up in the same spot. bcos we won't know wat the future takes and we won't noe jus like the past we did that we would ended up this situation. human have too much regrets, regret that you will never able to resolve. regrets that you would probably bring down the journey of life. will keeping some words inside as a secret is better off? will this be a regret or a relieve to this life journey. everything in life had been destined who will meet and how we part its all destined. if destiny dun allow the journey to carry on i guess letting it go is the only way.
I used to think that destiny is my hand and if i wanted to change it i will! But then, after times of changes in life i started to realise that life is too unpredictable, everything might chnages the next moment. Things that i least expected happened when am at the most helpless mode. I can't think of a way to resolve it or even bring it back to the spot where promises was made. promises that journey will last forever and i broke the promises.
"What closes to the heart, hurts the most with the slightest error you made. And this is regret that you will bring down the journey, the journey that left behind only memories that you could flip back"
Solid memories left behind give me better foundation of life learning journey. i learnt my lesson and its to protect urself more. Think less for others and think more for urself. This is the only way to protect from yourself from the thing called "Hurt"
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的时间
你用力的指尖指着我说再见
想象你在身边在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们想念这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
what we could have been, 3.8.07.
