Guess what time it is now while am blogging... 5.05am on a Sunday. Am still awake...the day i took out my investment notes and i realise how brain killing it is. Been trying to concentate so much and yet i can't. Decided to go out for a while to keep myself away from these irritatings book. You don't always see me going out during exam period. Planned to meet Simei and Jane who's out there having dinner. They played a prank and suddebly appear at my place with brownie cheese to motivate me. Thanks Gals! They appear without prior notice, i was in the car when i saw someone familiarin the rear mirror. They purposely dun ans my call that almost makes me go insane. Headed to Chomp chomp for my meal of day which is already 1030pm, yeah that my meal! Headed for a drink at coffeebean and i believe its the cause why am awake still right here. Headed home at midnight before i turn into pumpkin. =)Send the girls home. and Home sweet home for me and managed to study abit of investment. But then things always take place when you don't expect it. Was searching for paper then i came across some letters that i used to keep. probably letters that take place years back but when u take it out to read, it seems like just yesterday when all the things happened. I never wanted to touch those letter that bring so much memories. i drop one one the gift and the glass break into pieces, i guess this could be a sign. I ren xia xin , don't wish to show any unbear i kept everything in one box and seal it up hoping i won't touch them anymore. Am scare i guess. While keep those stuffs, i came acorss the one and only unique gift that you won't find a second in the world. Someone did a speacial gift for me years back and that's hte only one in the whole world. Taking a closer looks, the words inside it already start to dtop off,, then i realise things fades of with time and this applies to life. I forgot how i felt when i receieved all these back then, but right now when i giv more attention and a few mins to read thrgh and see everything all again. Am smiling because those are memories that keep me moving on the past. I sealed the box, i won't discard probably one day i will come across and browse thrgh them again when i nid rememeber you. i don't let memoriese lay all around , i keep them safe in my heart.
10 more days! and its good bye!
Happy Studying!
what we could have been, 21.10.07.