Tuesday, April 15, 2008
One after another.
When i thought things can take a lil low tide, another issues pop by. I've no idea what my brother is doing, and what kind of big mess ex-gf left behind for him. He;s getting legal court letter from HDB. And this case is getting slightly serious which soon will be posted to higher surbordinate court. i totally have no idea what he have been doing since the issue started. And now my dad is dead worry about him when he dun seems to care about at all.
Over the whole weekend, dad been complaining and nagging infront of me. I really had enough of this when i hardly get a chance to rest and when i get to , i have to listen to all this family craps time after time. Dad have been saying, how serious can this issue be.. how it gonna be .. how our house might be claimed back.. how my bro might declare bankrupt..how and how...
When can all these give me a break? I really had enough when talking seems useless towards my brother and scolding dun help at all. what's wrong with him and what's wrong with the world. When will he learn his lesson after the whole big mess that was left behind for him. when will he realize he have make too many wrong choices and realize wat are the right ones. pp always say once bitten twice shy, but it dun seems to apply to him.
am so tired that i have to handle my own life and problem and have to teach and guide a brother how to live like a brother to me and a son to my father. maybe i should be the elder brother and he be the younger sister. then things will be natural...
I HAD ENOuGH! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When i thought things can take a lil low tide, another issues pop by. I've no idea what my brother is doing, and what kind of big mess ex-gf left behind for him. He;s getting legal court letter from HDB. And this case is getting slightly serious which soon will be posted to higher surbordinate court. i totally have no idea what he have been doing since the issue started. And now my dad is dead worry about him when he dun seems to care about at all.
Over the whole weekend, dad been complaining and nagging infront of me. I really had enough of this when i hardly get a chance to rest and when i get to , i have to listen to all this family craps time after time. Dad have been saying, how serious can this issue be.. how it gonna be .. how our house might be claimed back.. how my bro might declare bankrupt..how and how...
When can all these give me a break? I really had enough when talking seems useless towards my brother and scolding dun help at all. what's wrong with him and what's wrong with the world. When will he learn his lesson after the whole big mess that was left behind for him. when will he realize he have make too many wrong choices and realize wat are the right ones. pp always say once bitten twice shy, but it dun seems to apply to him.
am so tired that i have to handle my own life and problem and have to teach and guide a brother how to live like a brother to me and a son to my father. maybe i should be the elder brother and he be the younger sister. then things will be natural...
I HAD ENOuGH! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what we could have been, 15.4.08.
