Sunday, April 20, 2008
Time heals...
I start to realize time is the best medicine to eveything. People used to tell that time heals, so don't worry about it when the time is right you'll be fine. I always tell them don't come and bullshit with me with all these craps cos i don't buy it. But now, i start to accept it that time heals.
Time heals the pain within me and the wounds that was so deep. To really reflect the kind of sadness i went through, i felt really silly towards it. Time make me realize what worth and what's not. i start to believe that letting go in the first place would have been the best way out and am glad i choose to let go long time ago. And now i realize, finally realize it don't matter to me. Deep inside me that special place no longer exist in my life. That special position that took so much pain and trouble for me to keep. don't seems to worth a single tear right now.
No matter how cruel things can be, nothing is going to be more cruel than reality. Cruelity let us see things more clearly, a clearer picture of everything. I always thought, i thought it still matters to me. its stil hurts when i think about. i still have to do something to revive it. but now its wake up call. a wake up call that shoudl have come many years back and this would have save me from me heartache and tears. but its better than it never comes.
i believe once in a while i always recall this special position in life but it will never be forever that i used to thought it would be. i tot always tot that this mssing is going to stay with me forever but this time round. i believe am ready to forget and move on after realizing the true fact of the cruel side of the world.
Let's not think about it anymore. The Past is just part of me, its not going to be the rest of me. I'll just it as prank that god played, and this wake up call is given by him as a return for the game.
No time for silly sadness game, Time to move on Trendy
I start to realize time is the best medicine to eveything. People used to tell that time heals, so don't worry about it when the time is right you'll be fine. I always tell them don't come and bullshit with me with all these craps cos i don't buy it. But now, i start to accept it that time heals.
Time heals the pain within me and the wounds that was so deep. To really reflect the kind of sadness i went through, i felt really silly towards it. Time make me realize what worth and what's not. i start to believe that letting go in the first place would have been the best way out and am glad i choose to let go long time ago. And now i realize, finally realize it don't matter to me. Deep inside me that special place no longer exist in my life. That special position that took so much pain and trouble for me to keep. don't seems to worth a single tear right now.
No matter how cruel things can be, nothing is going to be more cruel than reality. Cruelity let us see things more clearly, a clearer picture of everything. I always thought, i thought it still matters to me. its stil hurts when i think about. i still have to do something to revive it. but now its wake up call. a wake up call that shoudl have come many years back and this would have save me from me heartache and tears. but its better than it never comes.
i believe once in a while i always recall this special position in life but it will never be forever that i used to thought it would be. i tot always tot that this mssing is going to stay with me forever but this time round. i believe am ready to forget and move on after realizing the true fact of the cruel side of the world.
Let's not think about it anymore. The Past is just part of me, its not going to be the rest of me. I'll just it as prank that god played, and this wake up call is given by him as a return for the game.
No time for silly sadness game, Time to move on Trendy
what we could have been, 20.4.08.
