Monday, May 05, 2008
What future takes...
listening to :Angela Cheng - Shi Yi
Its been such a long time since i graduate, if was because am not free sitting infront of the computer. I won't even realize that i've been working for coming 6 mths. And this mean that i have graduated for 7 months already. How time flies? It's abit cruel as it runs like it don't matter and take into consideraton that we're aging. We're aging, when i still can remember i thought i just celebrated my 22nd bday not too long ago and in a month time am turing 24. Why there's no image of 23 and now am turning 24. werid thing.
So what been for this 7 mths? people always ask me how am doing and my reply is usual the same, "like that lo not too bad, no matter what life moves on" and now i really take sometime out to think about what i've been doing all these while. i believe other than work there isn't much. i din really catch with much people that am suppose to, i din date anyone since the last breakup, i din have time to think abt my own stuffs when am always busy thinking about work.am putting all focus on work and totally forgot about my own life. once in a blue moon, i want to ask people out but i have no idea who am i suppose to ask.
how long does this kind of life have to last. i really wonder how long can i take on for this kind of life tht am having right now. am starting to feel dreadful to go to work, when ever its monday i will start thinking about weekend already. this is not a very good sign and i now it very well, especially when my load double up since wendy tender. edward always tell me he knows what to do when it cones to bonus time, but i really wonder myself i stay till bonus time. no doubt i promised gina left or right i will stay with her through out, cos there's no way am going to leave her and let her deal with the whole thing by herself. i dun deny what am offered right now is pretty good enuf for a fresh grad, and with a review and probably a promotion in June. Edward have been really nice to me being a fresh grad with all the chances, opportunity and look highly of me. he thinks that just solo me and gina can hold the whole IBM account which bill 70% of the company profits. We billed the most billing every year bcos we are packed with events locally and over Asia PAcific but what i can't stand is... my office people from other account feels that we are over manpowered. i just find it ridiculous when wendy tender, we only left me, gina and jocelyn (my intern) supporting the whole account. and Joce is supporting gina with AP evemt, and am temporarly taken out of the AP event and focus on singapore event.
i need a break.. seriously a break to think about it.
listening to :Angela Cheng - Shi Yi
Its been such a long time since i graduate, if was because am not free sitting infront of the computer. I won't even realize that i've been working for coming 6 mths. And this mean that i have graduated for 7 months already. How time flies? It's abit cruel as it runs like it don't matter and take into consideraton that we're aging. We're aging, when i still can remember i thought i just celebrated my 22nd bday not too long ago and in a month time am turing 24. Why there's no image of 23 and now am turning 24. werid thing.
So what been for this 7 mths? people always ask me how am doing and my reply is usual the same, "like that lo not too bad, no matter what life moves on" and now i really take sometime out to think about what i've been doing all these while. i believe other than work there isn't much. i din really catch with much people that am suppose to, i din date anyone since the last breakup, i din have time to think abt my own stuffs when am always busy thinking about work.am putting all focus on work and totally forgot about my own life. once in a blue moon, i want to ask people out but i have no idea who am i suppose to ask.
how long does this kind of life have to last. i really wonder how long can i take on for this kind of life tht am having right now. am starting to feel dreadful to go to work, when ever its monday i will start thinking about weekend already. this is not a very good sign and i now it very well, especially when my load double up since wendy tender. edward always tell me he knows what to do when it cones to bonus time, but i really wonder myself i stay till bonus time. no doubt i promised gina left or right i will stay with her through out, cos there's no way am going to leave her and let her deal with the whole thing by herself. i dun deny what am offered right now is pretty good enuf for a fresh grad, and with a review and probably a promotion in June. Edward have been really nice to me being a fresh grad with all the chances, opportunity and look highly of me. he thinks that just solo me and gina can hold the whole IBM account which bill 70% of the company profits. We billed the most billing every year bcos we are packed with events locally and over Asia PAcific but what i can't stand is... my office people from other account feels that we are over manpowered. i just find it ridiculous when wendy tender, we only left me, gina and jocelyn (my intern) supporting the whole account. and Joce is supporting gina with AP evemt, and am temporarly taken out of the AP event and focus on singapore event.
i need a break.. seriously a break to think about it.
what we could have been, 5.5.08.
