the.last.journey.
it was the last journey with ah mui ah yi, i was awake for the past 2 days or should i said i haven been sleeping since the day she left.
it hurts so much whenever we come across her photo. some weird things just take place during the wake. ah yi's photo was a smiling face but at the last day of departure, her eyes in the photos become watery and red (she's crying). it hurts so much to know that' she's crying. she don't bear to leave what she left behind and am sure it's grandma that she's worry about.
all my cousins, including myself breakdown at the last day of farewell. We wrote a messages to her with dedication to " Our Angel Aunt". All heartfelt message from us to her, the last few words that we would like to tell her.
My last words to her:
Dearest Ah Mui Ah Yi:
Frankly speaking, i've yet to convince myself that you're no longer around. The reality only hit me hard when you're not around joining us for dinner and talk to us. And the next moment when we look at the place where you're lying motionlessly, that's when i realize you're gone.
I undertand how much you went through, to be here today. It's been painful journey for you and this might be a release.
Your kindness, care and love that you showered to everyone of us, are words that cannot be descibe. You're just like our angel, who have been guarding and leading us since the day we met you. Thank you for bringing so much memories to me (esp my childhood days), when you bring me whereever you go. you're my angel and you wil always be. i love you just like the way you love me.
May happiness always be with you, and rest in peace. Take good care of yourself meanwhile till we meet again. We'll meet again,
Have a good journey in heaven.am sure mummy will take care of you in other world. don't worry about us, we have all grown up and we will takeup the responsibility to take of grandma on behalf of you. Ah mui ah yi, I love you and i will always remember you. missing you badly.
*Rest in Peace, my guardian angel" May you find joy and laughters in the other world.
what we could have been, 29.7.08.