3 months passes by...
it's been 3 months, 3 months since Ah Mui Aunt left us. Time really flies, we have been world apart for this long. I never dream of her at all since the day she left. Till now she didn't say a single thing to me.
even if time flies by, the scene of her depart are still vivid and it still feels the same.
i still feel the regret inside me of not seeing her for the last time. I don't always think about it, because i don't really feel that she's no longer with us. Probably because i don't see her as often as the others. But when i do seriously think about it, the pain is still there and i've remind myself that' she's no longer with us. she should be in heaven now, and i hope she;s doing well there.
mummy, please take care of ah yi.
Hope life is better in the other end of the world.
i miss you.
what we could have been, 26.10.08.