Saturday, October 18, 2008
one point.
sometimes i believe being too busy really make us forgot about time, and now when i realize this we are already in mid of october. and yes, we are approaching to end of the year already.
if my boss didn't mentioned, i also din reaslize that i've been in the company for the 11th month. I really never expects myself still being alive after so many months. and that's the reason why am starting to have thoughts about my job. i dun deny my boss is really nice to me and this is a sum of salary that m taking back a graduate for almost a year. things ain't as bad as i always think it is but i have to admit am really tired of what am doing and who am dealing with. Am having not only my colleagues who are leaving but also lots of nice client leaving their post. And it really make me start to wonder who's coming my way for me to deal with.
coming november is finally the move over, and there will be some management change. no doubts it might seems better in pay but mgtment practice will still varies till we are in it. I spoke to Gina tons of time that i have intention to leave, once she have someone to support her and take over my role and duties. But time after times, Gina seems to avoid my topics and assuring me that things will be better when we move over to George P. Johnson (US MNC). And the learning curve there will be a better experieince. No doubts i do look forward to the move over, because i believe there will be major change probably like what my boss said, he fought for us a attractive salary package compared to what we are having now.
I guess the current step for me now is to clear my leave and wait for bonus. i will only make decision next year and it all really depends on the market and the mgtment in the new MNC. if everything is better than current, i will definitely stay on. I don't deny that if i choose to stay in this industry, few years later earning a remarkable salary is never a problem. but now what i really concern is.. i need something that makes me happy and after months of working, i realize that money do make me satisfy but it doesn't make me anymore happier compared to the past.
in the past, am always bothered by unknown reason or un worth factors and now am always bother and unhappy with what am doing. i just hate doing job that requires follow-up that drag as long as 3 months and in the end, event is cancel. too much work and too much surprise from my client.
i need a break and sort out what' makes me happier.
sometimes i believe being too busy really make us forgot about time, and now when i realize this we are already in mid of october. and yes, we are approaching to end of the year already.
if my boss didn't mentioned, i also din reaslize that i've been in the company for the 11th month. I really never expects myself still being alive after so many months. and that's the reason why am starting to have thoughts about my job. i dun deny my boss is really nice to me and this is a sum of salary that m taking back a graduate for almost a year. things ain't as bad as i always think it is but i have to admit am really tired of what am doing and who am dealing with. Am having not only my colleagues who are leaving but also lots of nice client leaving their post. And it really make me start to wonder who's coming my way for me to deal with.
coming november is finally the move over, and there will be some management change. no doubts it might seems better in pay but mgtment practice will still varies till we are in it. I spoke to Gina tons of time that i have intention to leave, once she have someone to support her and take over my role and duties. But time after times, Gina seems to avoid my topics and assuring me that things will be better when we move over to George P. Johnson (US MNC). And the learning curve there will be a better experieince. No doubts i do look forward to the move over, because i believe there will be major change probably like what my boss said, he fought for us a attractive salary package compared to what we are having now.
I guess the current step for me now is to clear my leave and wait for bonus. i will only make decision next year and it all really depends on the market and the mgtment in the new MNC. if everything is better than current, i will definitely stay on. I don't deny that if i choose to stay in this industry, few years later earning a remarkable salary is never a problem. but now what i really concern is.. i need something that makes me happy and after months of working, i realize that money do make me satisfy but it doesn't make me anymore happier compared to the past.
in the past, am always bothered by unknown reason or un worth factors and now am always bother and unhappy with what am doing. i just hate doing job that requires follow-up that drag as long as 3 months and in the end, event is cancel. too much work and too much surprise from my client.
i need a break and sort out what' makes me happier.
what we could have been, 18.10.08.
